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Album: My Own Worst Enemy
Hook: Christon Gray
Tryna to give you what you need
But I barely have enough for me
I'm tryna to give you what you need
But I barely have enough for me
Verse 1: Tragic Hero
I feel the burden I feel the envy
I'm feelin' empty that's a point of entry
And I convince myself that I've been sent to fail
My dad is sick I haven't heard from Mom
I feel kinda bad we don't spend no time
I worry 'bout my sister hope she finds a sign
I hope an angel's sent that's workin' overtime
Dag I'm on a nane
The realest songs are too hard to write
Man I'm not alright
I heard the bell I'm too tired to fight
Deep down I think my wife is on the verge
Of leavin' me behind she fights the urge
And we don't have a child she's givin' birth
And I don't have that much to offer her
It sounds so good to be a father
Wash my face in fluoridated water
Yesterday I said I'll change tomorrow
I get paid to spend and I don't save
Life takin' turns I ain't been in church
In about a month my job only takes
That ain't what I want
I'm still in the hood I sleep wit' a gun
If there's one word to describe the feelin'
It'll be confused you'd be surprised
Life is a beach with a receding line
The sands in the glass will deceive the eyes
You take half the pill to go to sleep
Smoke a cig' hold your head you sober now
'Cause time don't stop for no one now
The oldest child if I'm so broke now let me hold a smile
Hold my hands when they hand me cuffs
Hold my hands when they hand me cuff links
I'm not sure if I got a crush
Or the rush that you get from lusting
I'm insecure insecure
Left dirty but I enter pure
Hope the interviewers ignore my sin I intend to cure
The words and feelings have intercourse
Did I cross the line?
Or did I cross your mind?
And it seems I want to go back to that tree
For seconds that there's a loss of time
I want to swim with no gills sleep with no pills
To bleed and don't kill breathe and hold still
And stop
Just stop
Bridge
Keep goin' keep goin'
Just everyday people with some
Tryna give you what you need
Just everyday people with some problems
Hook: Christon Gray
Tryna to give you what you need
But I barely have enough for me x4
Bridge
Even when I don't understand
When I don't understand
I know a way to make it better
Hook: Christon Gray
Tryna to give you what you need
But I barely have enough for me
Bridge
Want me to try again
But I can't fix what I don't understand
Keep goin' keep goin'
Keep goin' keep goin'
Get used to runnin' wit' me
You ain't goin'
Hook 2: Christon Gray
You want me to try again
But I can't fix what I don't understand x2
Bridge
I believe in tomorrow baby
But I believe in today even more
Keep goin' keep goin'
Even when I don't see you
Keep goin' keep goin' keep goin'
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